A dream - Edgar Allan Poe

In visions of the dark night
I have dreamed of joy departed -
But a waking dream of life and light
Hath left me broken-hearted

03.28.12 @ 15:53

I don’t know where I am
I don’t know this place
Don’t recognize anybody
Just the same old empty face

See these people they lie
And I don’t know what to value anymore

~   (via foryousincerely)

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03.17.12 @ 17:25♥2479

Me before I eat:

Should I eat? I should. It's okay, it's just an apple. I need to eat. I'm so hungry. I'm going to eat fuck this.

Me after I eat:

Why did I eat. Fuck I'm so fat and stupid and weak. I should purge. Why did I eat. I'm so stupid. God why the fuck did I do that.

03.15.12 @ 04:19♥4846

internal-acceptance-movement: No matter what you do, what you say, or who you become, there will always be someone who doesn’t approve. Someone who won’t reciprocate your friendship. Someone who will judge and criticize you. Someone who will try to bring you down. In these moments, it’s hard not to personalize people’s actions.   You feel inadequate and insecure. You assume that there must be something wrong with who you are. Because otherwise, you would be treated differently.  The truth however, is that there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. One person’s negative opinion does not have the power to discount all the wonderful things about you. Their disapproval does not overshadow all the people who love you for exactly the person you are.  Let go of the people who can’t recognize your worth. And start holding onto the people who can. Don’t ever compromise who you are or what you believe in because someone disapproves. Not only does it wound your soul, but it attracts people who will like you for someone you aren’t. When you choose to be authentic, the right people will find their way into your life.  These are the people who give you the freedom to be exactly who you are with holding back. The people who give you the room to be imperfect and make mistakes. They encourage you to grow and follow your heart. They accept you wholeheartedly. And they love you unconditionally.  These are the people who matter. Forget the rest.

02.26.12 @ 02:59♥93

02.25.12 @ 16:56♥516

foryousincerely

12.26.11 @ 16:17♥1

In my own delusion

Talked to KoreanBoy, it was another hurtful and harsh slap across my face.

Battled and down, I’m done.
I’m putting down this space, till then.
I’d be back ;)

Love you, miss you, thank you, take care.

12.15.11 @ 06:24♥1

I think the worst thing now I can ever get from you is anything near sympathy or sorriness.

I don’t need any of those from you.
I hope your friend’s decipherment ain’t true.

12.15.11 @ 03:17♥1

And yet, of all these things, we feel sadness the most. We are never buoyed upon an ocean of apathy. We are never crushed by complacency. We are never moved by the okayness of the world.

Sadness and pain, to help us flee danger and hurt. To help us get away when we’re bleeding. You have a body and it screams “Something stirs like broken glass in my chest, leave this place, before I die.”

An animal part of us, still here after all these years, breaks our hearts.

~   iwrotethisforyou

12.15.11 @ 03:14♥1

If you think I can tell you what’s going on inside my heart, you know even less about it than you think.

iwrotethisforyou

12.15.11 @ 03:14♥1

Even though cold is colder. Far is further. Now is longer. Even though it takes so long to dig myself out of you. I still dig.

iwrotethisforyou

12.15.11 @ 03:09♥1

12.15.11 @ 02:35♥64

The way sadness works is one of the strangest riddles of the world.

~   Lemony Snicket (via wowloverly)

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